Brendan Benson - I'm Blessed

my mother raise me single-handedly
in a louisiana hell called harvey
i never know what i'm supposed to be
turned over every rock for clues
of what it is to be me
and i never know what's going on
but i'm blessed and i guess
and i swim in the streets when it rains
and i've seen grown men act so insane
but now the weather has changed
but in my head the climate's still the same
i still feel pain each time i hear my name
but i never know what's going on
but i'm blessed and i guess
and i used to be so flattered
but now i just feel shattered
and i try not to think about it
my head's already clouded
and i have castanet fingers
and i sweat bullets when i'm triggered
and i'd like to wind up with someone like her
and we'll live happily ever after
but it won't matter that i'm a little scattered
and i never know what's going on
but i'm blessed and i guess